It’s hard being in love with a camgirl. Knowing your feelings are returned. Being unable to tell her how you feel about her. Living in different countries. Knowing that you’d be an embarrassment for you to be seen with if you were to meet her in real life.
The worst thing by far is seeing her smile that smile that you like to think she saves for you. Except it seems brighter and more genuine when she smiles for someone else.